I'm back

Just got back from the Philippines
Geez
I don't feel like going back here yet
Cuz there's just some things I don't wanna hapen
everytime I go for holidays

First things first, it was fun though
Meeting up with my friends
Going out for a drink with them
Goin for smokes
Hahaha

Then came the things I don't wanna happen
Here it go
._.

Met a girl
Known her for only barely 2 weeks
I swear she's so "suplada"
Yet, she's so nice

When I first knew her, she's so "suplada"
But after we met, she became the girl I never expected her to be

All I'm looking for, is just someone to kill my time with,
Yet I found a "SS"
All I want is a friend,
Yet I found a good friend
All I want is to be nice to her
Yet I became the old Patrick I once forgotten

We meet, we flirt, we talked as if we knew
each other for a very long time
But thanks to God,
I felt so happy,
her being around

Well, this come-back story is too complicate,
I know
Haha.

The next time I update this dead blog,
I'd be posting the pictures I took
Hahaha
So long ^^

I still miss you

It's been 3 months and 6 days since you left me
I still miss you much
I really do..

If I had one wish
I would wish to go back into time to be with you again
To stop the time you left me..

I know you're having a good life now
And I've got no intentions to spoil it
Your sweet smile is enough for me to be happy..

I still love you
So much
I really do..

I'll wait for you..
I love you, Julliene.

Much love,
Oliver

Denials

I'd rather live my life with full of denials
and sarcastic life
Than admitting my true feelings
and losing a friend

It's over.

My soul dies on 12 May at 2.05pm.
There was nothing I could do.
It's over.

I roam

Sat in a rock
Beside the dock
Holding your hands tightly
With love and mighty
Enjoying the sun sets
Don't want to go home yet

Your heart will I roam
Because I now call it home
My love for you is like a jade
And never will it fade

Told you to stop crying
And said you will
I know you're lying
Cuz I know you for real

Wish I could be with you on summer nights
With a candle lit dinner and not lights

Please don't ever let me go
Cuz I love you, like I told you so
Now I'm going back home
Will miss the place I always roam

-Patrick Oliver

WOWOWOW

Long time never post liao
Hahaha
Blog got problem lately

Last night slack with Haqiqie
He talk to his stead
Don't know got what problem
Haha
But now I think they OK

Haqiqie and I at last found a slackin place,
or so I think
Hahaha

Signing off now la
Love, take care always :]
Miss you so much
Love you

Don't feel right..

Don't know what's happening..
Don't know what to do to make you feel better..
Don't what to say to make you feel better..
Don't know how to make you feel better..
Feel really useless..
Been miserable lately..
You may think I'm being over-reacting..
You may think I'm not understanding you..
Yes, I do love you..
And knows you love me too..
I guess this is just the starting of challenges for us right?

Seriously, doesn't feel right anymore..