Ayoko na..

Ayoko na magtago..
Nahihirapan nako..
Ayoko na..

Laging nagtatago sa dilim..
Na hindi naman alam kung anong kinakatakutan..
Di ko alam kung bakit ako nasasaktan..
Wala naman sakin lumalapit..

Nalilito nako..
Di ko na kaya..
Sa labas, naka-ngiti ako..
Sa loob, dumudugo ako..

Di ko na alam gagawin ko..
I've tried everything..
Nakisama ko kahit kanino..
Wala parin pumalag sa nararamdaman ko..

Kung akala nyo na babaero ako..
Nagkakamali keyo..
Sa totoo, pakita pagod nako..
Ayoko na..

I'm letting everything out..

Mid Year!!

Aaarrgghh!!!!!!
Mid Year Exam's next week!!
OMFG!!
I haven't study!!

Di ko na alam gagawin ko..

Sana di ko na nalaman pa..
Na meron ka ng iba..

Sabi ko sa sarili ko na lilimutin kita..
Na kaya ko..
Pero yun pala, lalong sasaktan ako..
Di ko na kaya..

Sana di ko na nalaman..
Alam ko masaya ka na..
Pero sana matandaan mo toh..
Kung Binabasa mo toh..

Nighihintay parin ako sayo..

ToT

I have a bad day..

Darn!!

So pissed with every living creature here at home!!
Fucked up!!
I could say every vulgarities here..
Damn!!

I could live well with my housemates here..
Almost everyday!!
HOLY SHIT!!
God please help me with my darn life here at home..
And please make my housemates fun, NOT LIKE FAGGOTS!!

Back home..

I came back about 2nights ago..
Actually I don't want to go back home..
But when I heard my mother got high blood..
I quickly get back home..

Haix..
I don't know what to do..
Feel like tearing apart this very moment..
Aaaarrrggghhh!!

Anyone can make me happy??
Don't worry, I'll do good to you in return..
Hehehe..

Haven't done before..

Haiiixx..
Can't believe I just did this..
I'm not at home now..
Neither at computer shop..

I'm in my friend's house..
Run away from home..
Don't wanna go back..
Pissed of with my life there..

Damn!!
Many bad lucks came to me this month..
Almost everything..
So sad..

:(
But anyways, what's done is done..
Maybe tomorrow or the next day I'll be back home..
Hahahas..

Finally..

Finally..
Everythings gonna be over..
Whooooshh..
I don't know how would I feel..

Hahahaxx..
Maybe happy..
Sad..
Great..
God knows..

You don't need to meet me..
Haha..
No need to explain..
I've got all the reason you can choose from already..

** I'm too young for you..
** I disturb you too much..
** I don't know how to cheer you up..
** You think everything I do is CHILDISH.. (well, i don't)
** You're friends has encourage you to stay away from me..
** You're too busy, and meeting me is just a piece of shit.. (i understand that haha)
And most of all..
** You don't love me anymore..

You can choose..
Hehehe..
I won't be mad lah..
I understand..
Hahahaha!!

Everyone knows me..
I don't like EMO..
So I'm not gonna be..
I'm not gonna be EMO..
Alright??

Just call me ASAP you read this..
I want it to be over..
XD

For others..
Pls don't try this at home..
XD

Sure babes..

If that's what you want..
Then be it..
You won't hear another word from me..
Not even a single word..

Do what you want..
Say what you want..
I won't force you..
Believe this if you want..

I know it's APRIL FOOL'S DAY..
But here, I'm serious..
Up to you..
I've heard enough..

I don't care what you say..
I don't want to hear another complain from you..
Call me if you want..
But I'm not gonna call you..

That's the last call you ever recieve from me..
The call that made you say all those stupid words..
The call that made me realise that I'm just a fool..
You solve my problem..
I get my last key..

So yeah!!
Enough for that..
I don't want our conversation to spoil my day!!

Anyways, DILLAN GOT FOOL SIA!!
Class 2C!! Hahaha..
I can't believe Dillan really believe someone like him sia!!
HAHAHAHA!!

APRIL FOOL FOR EVERYONE!!
REMEMBER!! THIS ONLY HAPPENS ONCE A YEAR!!
SO ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF IT!!
LIKE I DID JUST NOW!!
HAHA!! XD