siggh

From now on
I'll accept the fact
That you don't wanna see me

((()))

Last night, I talked to my friend
Everything she says
Has changed my mind
She's right

It's not the end of everything
Only time will decide
My friends got the same problem like me

She says :
"If you love someone, you'll do everything for her,
unless, you're words are stronger than actions. "

My way

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
Cause I know I just can't stay
Just like what I am now

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know I'll be no more

....

Letting you go is difficult
But it feels better
Than not letting you go
And EMOing all the time

Letting you go

All I want is to see you happy

So I've make up my soul

It's not that I'm giving up

I'm gotta forget about you

I'm just gonna let you go..

..completely..

Don't mean

Earlier this day

I beat up Wei Qiang

Because he wrote something on a paper

Which is true

I tore the paper

Keep it and put it in my pocket

Then want to take out something

Put the paper in the table

Wei Qiang suddenly took it

I ask for it

He threw it to Goh Sheng & Co.

I know what will happen if they know

New rumours

New talk-about

Sigh

Didn't mean to do that

Just want to show you

That I really want to forget about you

But you careless

I don't know what I just did

Then 2periods before dismissal time

I ask for a marker

You gave me

I can't just reject it

So I took it

And you started playing with me

I don't know whether I should feel happy or not

Pinching and hitting with you

I don't know why I don't feel anything

I only know I smiled

Cuz there's only ONE that can cure me

Cure my hopeless heart

Is to see you SMILE cause by me

At last
I can say whatever I can't say here in blog
I don't wanna tell her about this blog
I just don't want her to think weird

Yeah, I do love you Jasmine
Every time you talk about him
I feel thousands of needles poking me
I just wanna die that moment

I don't know how to tell you what I really feel
Cuz in your precious eyes, I'm only your brother
Paolo ask you once
"How if Patrick likes you?"
And you told him, he got no chance

That's why I'd rather ask you to be my GOD-SISTER
Rather than being rejected

It's okay
I understand you
I know the way I love you is not the right time
If everyone knows what I really feel about you
They would think I want to steal you from him

I still remember, that I help Goh Sheng to be with you
Yeah it happens
He's happy
I don't know about you
But even though I help him, I'm hurt

I also remember the time I told you to get back with Alvin
I know that's the only way to see your smile back
Even though it hurts me alot
It's alright with me
As long as your happy, I'm happy

And now you two were together
I saw your face, your movement
I know you feel so much joy in your heart

Just to see you smile
I would do everything
Even to sacrifice everything
I wouldn't take another day with you feeling unhappy

I just want everything in your life to be fine
I don't want you to get hurt
Alvin should feel very lucky to have you

I know you know about the rumours spreading about
Yeah it's true
I do like
But they made me swear If I really don't like you

I swear that I don't like you
But in my heart
I don't really like you
But I love you

This past few days
You seem to be avoiding me
I understand that

Anyway, your life seems to be great with your heart with ALVIN
Nevermind, I know I'm not the guy you desire
So the only way I could do
Is to see you in good condition

You won't ever see this blog again
With full of your names
Cuz I wouldn't tell you
I just wanna keep this blog a secret

Where no one knows
I put all my hurt feelings

Sighhhh

I don't care what people around me

I only care about you

If you think that I'm regretting everything

No, I just love the way things going through me

You're never wrong to me

You're always right

You're choices is up to you

So I'm ready for everything you'll say to me

I'm not the one

Even if we're not meant to be together
It's alright, cuz I know I'm not the one

But remember this,
I will love you, till yesterday, till now and till tomorrow
And the day you will open your eyes
To see my love for you

Please tell me..

Please tell me Girl, if I've gotta chance
Cuz I couldn't take another word from you
Every word you talk about somebody, make me bleed
If only I could tell you this in person, I already did

But I know you would think it as a joke
Cuz never before you believe anyone would say it to you
I promise this Girl, once I've gotta chance
I wouldn't let you go

Please tell me Girl, if I've gotta chance
Cuz I can't take another breathe
Looking at your precious eyes

SIGH

Haish
One week holidays really starting getting me to stressed
Holidays started 2 days ago, but not any of projects started
Haix

Haven't found a job
Need money, really
Sigh

2 Girls who's very special to me
One of them, lied to me
I waited for nothing

Another girl
She's happy now
But here I am rotting

All I want is happiness
But what i get?
In the end, sacrifice alot
SIGH

This world really hates me
I wish I could turn back everything
I could just run away

In this world, you're the only one in my mind
Even if you don't know you're the ONE
It's fine with me
No guts to tell you

I just love you