Bullshit.

Everybody's been giving attitude
What the fuck's wrong with them?
Bullshit.

Did my best

I did my best

But I guess my best wasn't good enough

Seems like nothing changes

Back to where we were like strangers

It's time..

It's time..

Time to stop pretending

Time to stop all those lies

Time to stop loving you

And..

Time to find myself again

Letting go of my feelings is hard..

But it is better than having you inside me

while moving on..

You've already answered my unanswered questions..

You've already tell the truth..

Thanks for that..

So yeah..

It's time to let go of everything..

Let go of you..

Let go of my feelings towards you..

****

"Haqiqie : You may be stupid, but you what's love is.. But you're a FOOL!"

Thanks for saying that..

It's true..

****

Dear God..

Dear God,

All I want for this special day..

Is you take me away..

Just take me away..

And I shall be happy..

Love,

Patrick

Am I..

Questions been going

through my mind

One of them is..

Am I, myself now?

Happy deadday

I give up everything already

Not for me

But for Brothers and

for You

Wish ya'll be happy already

All of you..

Sorry, this is the best I can

give already

There's nothing left for me

to give

There's nothing left for me

to keep

Dear God,

Please take me now

I've done what I can do already

There's nothing left for me to do

12 days more

Please take me

Make my birthday happy

Please..

Zombie

Today I've turn myself into
a Zombie
A living guy who're
dead inside

Tonninq

Now here posting at Stanley's house
Jian Yuan, Stanley and I go ton
Haix..

To her :
Relax lah
You're my damn girl
Not anyone's bitch
Hehe
Cheer up yaw ^^

***
I hope one day you can see
So we could be together
for the rest of eternity
***

I'm losing it..

Ano na ba dapat ang kelangan kong gawin?

Pagod nako..

Gustong gusto ko na sumuko..

Pero anong magagawa ko?

Wala..

Kung pede lang,

hinding hindi na ko magpapakita sa inyo

Ayoko na..

Pagkaisahan nyo na ako..

Wala nakong magagawa..

Wala nakong muka na maipapakita sa inyo

Wala na rin akong Pride..

Ngayo'y bumibitiw nako..

Are you all happy?

***

I'm losing everything..

Even the girl I love..

I'm totally tired..

No point living..

***

Hoooooo...

I got nothing to say already
I gave my best for everything
Gave my best words everyone to
understand

No comments already..
Ya'll ask me,
mind as well talk on the wall better
Haiiss..
-.-

For bro's :

If you think I've change,

then I guess I should say this to ya'll too

Ya'll have change too

For her :

Don't worry..

This will be just the beginning..

For backstabbers :

Got nothing to say to ya'll already

No more words left for me to say

If ya'll don't like me,

it's okay

I'll try my best to understand..

And for me :

Just be yourself..

Don't try to be someone whom

people will like you more

Don't make people who you are

Who you don't wanna be

I guess this is it..

Only confidence and guts is my only way

to tell this to you..

I've fallen for you..

And now I love you..

Hahahas
Last night, one Damn Girl kena drunk
Hahaha
But tell you frankly,
you really look cuter
^^
Red-Appled face
=]

Drink last night
Got lil problem with something
But phew!
Everything's alright now
=]

Maybe

Maybe what She say about You
is true
I can't believe I didn't think about that
Haix..
Nevemrind..

So much

Think what ya'll want
I'm a stealer
A joker
A fucker
No problem

Closest to me
Backstab me
Is that all you can do?
Got face to tell others
But no face to tell me
Fuck it

I'm off to ya'll
Heck care
Damn it

What else should I do to make this
people think wrong about me?
Ya'll tell me
And I shall do it
Fucked

***
Loving only happens every few times for me
Why don't ya'll understand?
***

Till the end..

Just wondering if I'll join the war
If I do, this will be the greatest battle of my life which
I haven't gone through

I'll have to take on 3 other kings
3 other kingdoms
Who is almost damn close to me
Just to win this Queen

How?
Will I join and defeat them?
Or I'll join and fight a losing battle?
Will I back down so I wouldn't get hurt?
Or I'll back down so not to give You another worry?

I can't count on my friends
because I don't want them to think wrong about me

So please God,
Join me
Be with me
Till the end..

Hurt

Just came back from school..
Nothing really much today..
Just been fucked up with someone
Hahas

So yeah,
nothing to post yaw!!
Next time,
tell me something you want me to post.
OK??
Take care everyone ^.^

***
I've been hurt all along
So I'll just give you a smile
=DD
***

I'm happy now
Slackers is just a name
But family ain't

This is in our FAMILY now
Rahul
Haqiqie
Jian Yuan
Hong Ming
Alvin Quek
Melissa
Vivian
Stanley
Paolo
Ricco
&
Me
!!
^^

We meet, we slack, we have fun
And face problems

Wish this goes on
Even there still many problems ahead of us
We'll fight it together
Yeah?
Love ya'll guys ^.^

Alone

Really nothing to say
There this girl
I really like

I maybe the reason for us(SLACKERS) to brake apart
Just tell me if I am
And I promise I won't let it happen..

****
If I would to be the reason,
I would promise not to be the one again
If I would to be the reason,
I would promise to make it all up to be with ya'll
And if I would be the main cause,
I would promise to leave ya'll alone
****

Outta here

Fuck it
People disliking me?
Don't have to say behind my back whoever you all are
Say that infront of my face

Whoever you all are,
Just wanna tell you this shit I've been keepin'
I ain't forcin' ya'll to befriend with me
Ya'll don't want me,
Then fuck off

And my friends out there who's been backstabbing me
ever since "I CHANGE"
Ya'll don't have to hide it
Just say that infront of my face

Fuck it
I'm outta here

Slack..

Haix.
Back at posting at last.
Look here, Slackers..

Ya'll got problem with one another, then talk about it..
If can't, then fuck off..
Ya'll got nothing better to do than saying shit
on people's back..
Then fuck off..
Ya'll think I'm the one who has the problem
then tell me..
I'm the one who'll fuck off..

Been shit this few days..
Confronted some people..
It's alright to give attitude..
But don't take it so emotionally..
Cuz it's true..
Up to ya'll..
Ya'll wanna blame me for telling ya'll that..
Then fuck it..

Changes

Understanding
I'm tired of it
I keep understandin people
But does it do me any good?
No

Keep understandin my friends
I'm not asking for anything for change from it
But it's getting over the limit

Keep understanding these girls
But what do I get?
Hurt

I'm sick and tired of it
I don't wanna understand people anymore

It's just not right
Understand here and there
And I'll get hurt here and there
Fuck it

I'm tired seriously..

Tooggg

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Jeez

I don't know what to feel right now
Should I be angry?
Or should I feel good?
Should I be happy?
Or should I be sad..?

You tell me
Cuz no one will..

I really don't know what to say right now
I feel empty right now

No feelings
No words
No everything

Slackers

Haix
Many things happen this past few days
I don't even know..
..if "Slackers" will last..

***

Some take this, some take that
Some smoke this, some smoke that
Some take glue, some take spray
Some fighting, some getting to know

For this Bitch :
Even I only knew you this few weeks of slacking,
I can see who you are already
You made so much promises to someone
But in the end, you still do that
At the slacking place some more
Just to tell you,
Don't be too proud of yourself
You think you've gotta lot of pride
But then, you end up where?
It's all bullshit
You're my friend, that's why I care for you

And for this Girl :
You don't have to make promises
It's alright you brake promises that won't end you up in a bad situation
But this, you call it just once?
I'm so mad about this, because you're not just like any of my friends
You're one of the Slackers
And you know I really love them
I just don't want you ending up like some people out there
I got nothing more to say to you
You broke your promise, but I won't break mine

So if ya'll think I'm just being emotional
Well, I can say you're bloody wrong..
I just care for ya'll

***

Haix
I lose two friends in just a slight moment
But to think twice,
I think it's better..

Sana lang..

♥♥
Kung malaya lang ako..
Sana lang..
♥♥

Killed me

30 May
Killed me

They just don't understand

Now..

Because of you..
..I've never feel this way before
Because of you..
..I've been like this
Because of you..
..I've changed

I've tried..
..And I failed
Use to have hope..
..But now giving up is left for me

But you know I wouldn't give up
It's just that I realized that I'm not good enough for you
But it's alright
I'm done with it

I started this game..
..I didn't realize it wouldn't be that much fun
And now I have to end this..

..And now it's over..

Sana by Shamrock

Sana by Shamrock

Langit na muli
Sa sandaling makita ang kislap ng iyong ngiti
May pag-asa kaya
Kung aking sasabihin ang laman ng damdamin

Pinipilit mang pigilin
Na ika'y aking isipin
Wala na yatang magagawa

Sana'y hindi ipagkait sa 'kin ang sandali
Na masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
Laging bukas ang puso ko upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin at aking pagsinta

Pinapangarap ka
Tinatanaw sa ulap ang iyong mga mata
Dinarasal kita
Hinihiling na sana ay lagi kang masaya

Pinipilit mang pigilin
Na ika'y aking ibigin
Wala na yatang magagawa

Sana'y hindi ipagkait sa 'kin ang sandali
Na masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
Laging bukas ang puso ko upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin at aking pagsinta

Pinipilit mang pigilin
Na ika'y aking ibigin
Wala na yatang magagawa

Sana'y hindi ipagkait sa 'kin ang sandali
Na masilayan ka at marinig man lang ang tinig
Laging bukas ang puso ko upang ibigin ka
Laging wagas ang aking pagtingin at aking pagsinta

"A song that is meant for you
Hope you know what it means
Cuz it's truly for you"

I know what love is

"I may be stupid
But I know,
What love is"

So it's over

I don't wanna talk to you already
I don't wanna see you already
Cuz if I do that
I'll fall in love with you more

So it's over

Tired

I'm not gonna hold back anymore
I'm moving forward in my own life..
I'm tired of loving you when nothings happening
For the last time baby, thanks for forgiving me..
I love you..

♥♥
Maybe it's only until here
This is where my love story will end
♥♥

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Forgetting you
Is like
Letting go of everything

Bad week

Yesterday spar with some fucker in school
In the end, his face alot of bruises
Then caught by teachers..
Next week, kena detention and caning..

Zz..
Bad week

Losing

Till now,
She haven't talked to me yet..
I can't believe just one silly mistake,
You'll lose someone special..

Dying

I'm dying
I have a Heart Cancer
Just found out just now
You take care
I love you

Marlboro

Haix
Someone ask me to stop
But I just can't stop
Hehe

This is my new best friend ^^
I'm in love with this
If ya'll think I'm driving myself crazy
Yes, I am

Heaven knows

Haix
Life is just the way it is
Good times
and
Bad times

Heaven knows

Valentine's

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!
Hope ya'll with your love ones today ^_^
Stay happy together^^
Make this a very special day ^^

If we never broke up last year,
today will be our first anniversary..

This day brings a lot of memories..
In just one day,
many things has happen to us..
Still remember those times..

***
But too bad, it's just all memories now..
But a memory that shall not be forgotten..
That's the past..
A past that will always be with me..
***

Wah
So tired sia
Just woke up
Last night slack with friends

Go block 219 there
Jian Yuan, Hong Ming, Haqiqie, Rahul, Ricco, The Sec 1 guy(don't knoe how to spell the name), Stanley, Melissa and I ^^
Wah, last night party like nobody's biznazz

Then some more go tell ghost stories sia
Like so damn scared when I told them about mine

Then go home like 11 plus
But still fun
^^

Awwwwwwwwwwww...

Aww..

So long never post liao

Hahas

Got some troubles lately

Hahas

Because of that Zhi Hao ( shamless man ) ^_^

Some guy say some untruth stuff about this lil old girl

Then this shameless man go believe

Hahas

Nevermind

Those who know about the story, please forget about it

It's not really a big deal

^_^

Zhi Hao, Sorry

Hahas

Biatch

Deleting this blog soon

Believe me

I'm serious

Ain't need this shit

I've got my own life now

I don't need this memories of my bitches

Everytime I open this shit

Everything came over me

Damn

So be it, Biatch

F*ck it

I'm a new guy now

That's my new year revolution

Ain't do that shit or this shit