I still miss you

It's been 3 months and 6 days since you left me
I still miss you much
I really do..

If I had one wish
I would wish to go back into time to be with you again
To stop the time you left me..

I know you're having a good life now
And I've got no intentions to spoil it
Your sweet smile is enough for me to be happy..

I still love you
So much
I really do..

I'll wait for you..
I love you, Julliene.

Much love,
Oliver

Denials

I'd rather live my life with full of denials
and sarcastic life
Than admitting my true feelings
and losing a friend

It's over.

My soul dies on 12 May at 2.05pm.
There was nothing I could do.
It's over.

I roam

Sat in a rock
Beside the dock
Holding your hands tightly
With love and mighty
Enjoying the sun sets
Don't want to go home yet

Your heart will I roam
Because I now call it home
My love for you is like a jade
And never will it fade

Told you to stop crying
And said you will
I know you're lying
Cuz I know you for real

Wish I could be with you on summer nights
With a candle lit dinner and not lights

Please don't ever let me go
Cuz I love you, like I told you so
Now I'm going back home
Will miss the place I always roam

-Patrick Oliver

WOWOWOW

Long time never post liao
Hahaha
Blog got problem lately

Last night slack with Haqiqie
He talk to his stead
Don't know got what problem
Haha
But now I think they OK

Haqiqie and I at last found a slackin place,
or so I think
Hahaha

Signing off now la
Love, take care always :]
Miss you so much
Love you

Don't feel right..

Don't know what's happening..
Don't know what to do to make you feel better..
Don't what to say to make you feel better..
Don't know how to make you feel better..
Feel really useless..
Been miserable lately..
You may think I'm being over-reacting..
You may think I'm not understanding you..
Yes, I do love you..
And knows you love me too..
I guess this is just the starting of challenges for us right?

Seriously, doesn't feel right anymore..

Busy

Been busy this last few days..
Just missing all those times being with her..

Saturday out with friends =]

Paolo emo-ing =p

By the poolside

Woooo.. Sheesha after seminar =]

Haqiqie, Paolo, Me and Rahul =] (Brothers from another mother)

Guess what's on our lips ;]

Hahaha
Photos from last saturday
After seminar, meet out Rahul,
Haqiqie and Nasir
Then went to sheesha
Hehe
Had fun =]

Love, miss you so much
Test this week
Gotta study hard
=]
Love you, Love ^^

Pics =]

Love, here are our pics you were asking me to post
Hope you love it
Love you ^^

1st Monthsary

Lovely 1st monthsary, Love
Always know that even if we're far away
from each other,
I'm just here for you
^^

Stay strong with me alright?
We'll make it through, don't worry
I miss you
and
I love you so so so so so so so so so so so much ^^
**Kiss** and **Hugs**

tabula rasa...?

I know I said we're a clean slate.
I know I should stop obsessing.
Zzzz.

***

I can't help it.
This is so NOT me.
I've never been possessive.
I have never cared too much.
Until now. (:
Haha.
Whatever.

***

Mag-aaral na nga lang ako.
At least ang interaction ng folic acid at cobalamin naiintindihan ko.

***

Kung hindi ka makarelate, wag mo na lang pansinin. (:
ILY, kid. (:

apologies

I love your impulsive sing and dance tendencies.

I love your spontaneity.

I love how you always know the best things to say.

I love your sweet talk.

I love how you make me laugh. Especially when you look funny doing it and you don’t care.

I love how we look complementary in black and white.

I love how you hold my hand.

I love how you tell me the simple things, and how you know that they matter.

I love your expression: zzzz.

I love how you hug me in public, even when I complain about PDA.

I love your honesty.

I love that you’re an emangster. For real.

I love how you dedicate every song to me and you.

I love how you’re annoyed with the smallest things, yet you always understand the biggest mistakes.

I love your cute, little girl-voice and your cute, little girl-laugh. Haha.

I love your acceptance.

I love your playfulness, your innocence.

I love your love.

I love you for a thousand reasons more.

And just because.

=]

Sorry kanina. It wasn't because nahihiya akong sabihin in front of my friends. Hindi lang talaga ako vocal about these things. Pero if it makes you happy, i'd tell you everyday. I love you.

Detention =]

Lucky my detention was just a few hours
Hahaha
Thank God ^^

Don't worry, love
I'll come back
And hindi kita ipagpapalit over Yakuza Lords
Hahaha
Love you too ^^

Don't worry. I'll call you tomorrow.
Umalis kasi yung friend ko nung Detention ako eh.
Bukas nalang. ok?
Hehe =]

...

The weight of ten months is sinking in.
Like an anchor dropping in the middle of the sea.
Even truth refuses to refuse gravity.

Someday I'll hold your hand.
For now, I'll have to make do with us just sharing the same skies.

Ito ang epekto pag pinagpalit mo ko sa Yakuza Lords.
Hahas.
Love you, Patrick Oliver.

The pictures. The phone call. The sim. How come andami mo ng promises sa kin?

I'm back

Hahas
I'm back again
Been in Philippines for the past 1 and a half month
Miss everything I left behind
Don't worry, I'll be back for them

So what's up year 2010?
Goin to give me troubles and headache again?
Nahh..
I won't be heading for troubles
I'll be heading to what I've promise to my Love
Hahas

Gotta go now
Going to post some unforgettable pictures
sooner by this week
Love, don't worry, ok?
I'll post it ^^

Bubye
Take care and Goodnight everyone =]

emangster. :)

patrick798oliver has signed out. (1/12/2010 9:57 PM)

talk to you again in 24 hours. i hope. :(

i miss you like crazy naman. haha.

and like i already said sa fb:

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because i know no other way."

- I Do Not Love You, Pablo Neruda

take me with you

"There's just one more thing,
One request,
I want you to take me with you."

Not to singapore, mind you. :)

I'll miss you everyday.

Every sunset, every KFC, every song would remind me of you.

aishiteru. :)

-girlfie